Could I put myself in the life-threatening working environment? Could I sacrifice my life for the benefits of others? Some people may laugh at my crazy question. To me, that is a serious question I have come a long way to find my answer. “I am not sure whether it is worth to answer”; “What is the true meaning of that question?”

　　When I was a young child, I watched a soap opera that was about court. I was deeply impressed by the judge’s calmness and the lawyer’s eloquence and resource that were showed in this opera. From then on, I hoped to study law some day. Fortunately, I performed well in entrance examination and got enrolled into xx University. Then I chose law as my major without hesitation. At university, I studied hard and got GPA 3.4. What’s more, I broadly read all kinds of books, including philosophy, history etc. My teachers’ instruction strengthened my understanding of law and makes me understand the significance of law to a country. From my studies, I had a lot of fun and got more interested in law. Moreover, I actively participated in practice in holidays from common company to law firm and tried to apply the theory I had learned into practice.

　　This summer, I had my internship in counselor department in xxx Group Co Ltd which was involved in a business contract dispute, which was submitted to China International Economic and Trade Arbitration Commission for arbitration. As a representative of the requested applicant, I took part in the evidence collection in the early arbitration stage and clearly explained why the 5% balance of goods was not paid on time. After knowing the whole case, I visited my teacher, an Arbitration Law professor, and listened to her opinions. Realizing the counterpart didn’t completely implement their contract duty, I gave reasons as follows: First, the counterpart company didn’t mention bearing issue, which caused that the delivered machines couldn’t be put into the plant because of the disqualification of workshop. Thus overhaul was necessary, which delayed production and resulted loss. Based on these reasons, the counterpart didn’t completely carry out its duty, so our party did not pay the balance on time. During this time, I found out the evidence and pictures that attested counterpart did not give reasonable suggestion and service, and made a statement in the court. Finally, the arbitration turned out that counterpart compensated our loss, in which the arbiters invoked the reasons that I stated. They had a panel made up of 3 lawyers and 5 company representatives as agents while we just had 3 persons—two lawyers and me. Under such condition, I was able to cooperate with them and clearly stated my opinions without any nervousness, which got their respect. This matter greatly inspired my enthusiasm on study.

　　In addition, I took part in the contact draft in several companies. In the process, when I met a lot of problems, I often turned to my teachers for help, which made good impression on them. As I cherished each practice, I studied my specialty and English hard. With effective study method and diligence, I did well both in English and law, which helped me a lot to get scholarship every year. On the other hand, my practice inspired me to study. In practice, I exercised my legal knowledge. I also realize the big gap between theory and its application—sometimes I have master the rules but I didn’t know how to use it in actual case. My practice experiences have not only strengthened what I learned but have supplied new knowledge for me, which is good for my future study and career.

　　In my study and practice, I admired outstanding lawyers’ eloquence and jumping thinking more and more. However, in China, most of lawyers come from theory study and those who can perform well in practice are insufficient. Moreover, after the China’s entrance to WTO, there are a lot of problems with Chinese law. I think, my internship experience is not enough. In practice, I could combine substantive law with procedural law to analyze case, but I still feel my theoretical foundation is not solid enough. What’s more, comparably speaking, the chances that I have to initiatively study and practice are not a lot. Thereby, I am eager to study further abroad to know more about foreign law, thoughts and lawyer career so that I am able to stand out in fierce competition.

每天要活得有意义;不断追求我预定的有价值的目标。我对人生的看法。 
我把自己的生命受到威胁的工作环境？我牺牲了我的生活，为别人的好处？有些人可能会笑我疯了的问题。对我来说，这是一个严重的问题，我已经走过了很长的路，找到我的答案。 “我不知道是否值得回答”，“什么是真正意义上的这个问题吗？” 
当我还是个小孩子，我看了一个关于法院的肥皂剧。我留下了深刻印象法官的冷静和律师的口才和资源，表明在这个歌剧。从那以后，我希望有一天学习法律。幸运的是，我在高考中表现出色，得到了入读XX大学。然后我选择了法律作为我的专业毫不迟疑。在大学里，我努力学习，得到了3.4的GPA。更重要的是，我广泛阅读各类书籍，包括哲学，历史等我的教师的教学加强我所理解的法律，使我明白了一个国家法律的意义。从我的研究，我有很多的乐趣，并在法律上得到了更多的兴趣。此外，我在实践中积极参与在假期从普通公司到律师事务所，试图将我所学到的理论付诸实践。 
今年夏天，我有我的实习辅导员部门参与XXX集团有限公司在商业合同纠纷，提交中国国际经济贸易仲裁委员会仲裁。所要求的申请人作为代表，我参加了在早期仲裁阶段取证，并解释清楚为什么5％的平衡货物没有按时支付。了解整个情况后，我参观了我的老师，仲裁法学教授，并听取她的意见。意识到对方并没有完全实现其合同义务，我放弃的原因如下：首先，对应公司没有提息的问题，从而导致交付的机器不能进厂，因为车间回避的。因此，大修是必要的，从而耽误生产，并导致亏损。基于这些原因，对方没有完全履行其职责，所以我们党不付余款的时间。在这段时间里，我发现了证据和图片证明对口没有给予合理的建议和服务，并在法庭上作了发言。最后，仲裁横空出世，对口补偿我们的损失，其中的仲裁者援引的原因，我说。他们有一个小组由3名律师和5个公司的代表，而我们只是作为代理人有3人两个律师和我。在这种条件下，我能够与他们合作，并明确提出了我的意见，没有任何紧张，得到了他们的尊重。这件事极大地激发了我的学习热情。 
另外，我参加了在几家公司接触草案。在这个过程中，我遇到了很多问题时，我经常打开我的老师寻求帮助，取得了良好的印象。正如我珍惜每次练习，我研究我的专业和英语而努力。通过有效的学习方法和勤奋，我做得很好，无论是在英语和法律，帮了我很多获得奖学金每年。另一方面，我的做法启发了我去学习。在实践中，我行使我的法律知识。我也意识到差距较大理论及其应用程序有时我必须掌握的规则，但我不知道在实际情况下，如何使用它。不仅加强了我的实践经验，我学到了什么，但提供了新的知识对我来说，这是很好的为我今后的学习和职业。
在我的学习和实践，我很钦佩的优秀律师的口才和跳跃的思维越来越多。然而，在中国，大多数律师都从理论研究和那些谁可以执行在实践中是不够的。此外，中国加入WTO后，有很多与中国法律的问题。我想，我的实习经验是不够的。在实践中，我可以结合实体法与程序法，分析情况，但我还是觉得我的理论基础不够牢固。更重要的是，同等来说，我必须主动学习和实践的机会，也不是很多。由此，我渴望进一步研究国外了解更多关于外国法律，思想和律师职业，使我能够在激烈的市场竞争中脱颖而出。